Ya Allah, today is 17 February 2013. If we still together, kitorang masuk 1year 1month. Awh, kenapa tak bersama? "He doesnt love you okay jue". Ugh stop it dearself. Petang tadi, he said "I love you" to me. I was so happy spending time with him. And I was so so so blushed PLUS happy when he said I love you. I thought he really mean it. But uhm, he dont.
Do you know how sad is that? Oh I forgot.. Dia bukannya sayang aku pun. Tak pernah sayang. Sentap sangat hati aku ni. Uhm serious ah sentap. Siapa tak sentapkan? You never know how it feels. Man, aku suka setiap 17 jan till december. This date is kinda important to me. Ugh, how can I sleep kalau terfikir benda lepas? Oh man man man. Xoxo, J.
