Im typing this with full of pain. & with my blurry eyes cover by tears. I found something that really broke my heart. When i saw the picture, i cried so hard & cant stop till now. Im hurt. Y're not even mine.. But i still love you & i want to be with you.. Ugh sumpah sakit. Sakit yang teramat sangat.
I stalked someone's instagram. Then i scrolled down down.. & i saw something. Bila bukak. Pap pap gambar you with 2 girls & your 2 bff ((lelaki)). Yes memang ramai but tu gambar yang pertama i tengok bergambar dengan perempuan ((except i)). Kenapa buat camni dekat i. Sumpah sakit bila tengok gambar tu. Sumpah sakit. & i screenshot gambar tu. Idk whats wrong with me. I cuma menyakitkan diri sendiri. Tapi kalau kawan you ada gambar you, i screenshot semuanya. Bcs semua gambar you nampak comel. & lagipun i nak simpan gambar you. Bcs kalau i rindu i boleh tengok semuanya sekali.
Kenapa you ambik gambar dengan perempuan? You dekat belakang dia ((perempuan)). Tahu tak tu gambar pertama. Taktahu la maybe ada banyak lagi ke kan? Mana tahu. Tah tah berdua je ke. Ya Allah i takleh terima kenyataan pasal semuanya sekali. Banyak takdir i kena terima. You ingat senang ke... Kehilangan you forever paling susah nak terima. Tapi pasal gambar tu pun susah nak terima. Ugh pls wipe my tears. I cant stop crying.. I asyik tengok gambar tu je. Im so stupid sbb i stalk dia. I hate myself.
I takde hak nak jealous kan? Although we're not together, you are still mine forever. Kenapa you dah berubah. Dulu you takde pun macam tu. You ingat hati i tak hancur ke bila tengok tu? I baru nak wechat you & tanya pasal semua. Tapi i takut you macam menyampah sebab kita bukannya ada relationship apa apa pastu tetiba nak jealous. Im just your ex with memories. Tapi memories pun you buang jauh jauh. Kenapa you boleh terima kenyataan. Kenapa i takboleh? Kenapa? Im so hurt right now. Goodbye love..
