Muaz text-ed me just now. I wanted to say 'I miss you' but i know you wont reply 'I miss you' back. I wanted to say 'I still love you and I'm waiting for you' but I'm afraid you'll say 'I know' so its better to pretend that I'm okay right now. I know that you dont even care about me. You text-ed me just bcs y're bored is it?
I just wish you still love and miss me. But I know that you dont even miss and love me. Do you? Kuat perasan la aku ni. Ugh, can I just text you and say that I need you? Im scared to the max. Seriously baby. Okay, sorry dear self cause I text-ed him and I say 'I love you'. Hm buat sakit hati je dia tak layan.
Sepatutnya aku dengar cakap kau dearself. Im sorry for hurting you dear heart.. I know you're suffering right now. I'll try my best just to make you happy back. But you know what I mean kan dear heart? "jue dont put high hopes on him". Yeah I know but I just cant... Xoxo, J.
