So dengar cerita he has someone new. Its hurt but what can I do? You memang taknak I. Move on is not easy as you think. Its hard. Kenapa accept the fact. Kena lepaskan everything. Its been 2months and beberapa hari I guess. Still cant move on. Cant you see that I love you? Why you did this?
"He's not yours anymore". I know dearself.. Now, he's with someone new. Wah, I bet he love her so much kan? Like he used to love me dulu dulu. Ya Allah, why cant I accept the fact that y're not mine and langsung taksayang + kesah pasal I? Let it go Jue. You'll use to it. Mungkin la kan. MUNGKIN.
Dah 3 hari tak contact. Nampak tak betapa lupanya dia dekat aku. Langsung tak kesah. Ugh, useless pakai phone ni. 3days okay. 3days.. First time kitorang macam ni. Dulu time handphone dia kena rampas pun, dia adakan effort nak contact aku. Oh lupa. Dulu & sekarang sangat berbeza. Terlalu berbeza. Like you said kan?
If you tahu kita end up macam ni, why in the first place you proposed me? Why why & why? Heartache. Too many problem(s) dah ada dalam fikiran ni. Cant even think wisely right now. Im stupid. Idk why tiba tiba cakap macam ni. Oh wtv you're someone's. Take care of yourself. Its hard to let you go actually tapi nak buat macam mana kan? Goodbye again awak. Xoxo, J.
