Its been two days kitorang tak contact. Alhamdulillah. Cant lie, I miss you. I know yang you langsung tak kesah about me. You nampak macam nak cari someone new. Oh well, I can do nothing. You're not even mine. Just pls take care of her heart. Dont break her heart like you broke mine.
Im facing this all by myself. You ada kawan untuk hilangkan stress. You jumpa your friends everyday. Me? Just for 20mins for one day & sometimes tak jumpa langsung. Seriously stress sangat. Tak boleh focus apa yang cikgu ajar. Overthinking sebenarnya. Everywhere doo ada problems.
Dekat sekolah, terlalu ramai yang tak matang cari gaduh pasal stupid things. Okay wtv. I dont even care abt them actually. I just care abt you. Yes only you. Yeah I know that you dont even care abt me. Man, I still love you. Idk why... Im trying to forget you & us. Everytime I saw your tweets, mesti sakit hati.
Rasa nak block je, but I dont have any strength. I cant take it anymore. Im dying inside. You happy sangat sekarang. How abt me? I still cant accept the fact.. Seriously, I cant. You only loved me bila kita jumpa. Tapi bila tak jumpa, tak sayang pun. Tapi takpela, atleast you happy sangat. Kalau ada perempuan baru, pls jangan buat dekat dia macam mana you buat dekat I.
Goodnight my man. I still love you. I miss you. But I have to do this. Ugh apa I buat pun you tak kesah kan? Take care & have fun. Goodluck cari new person. I mean, new girl. I'll pray for you.. Xoxo, J.
