12 February 2013

Heartache!

 See the tittle up there. Ahaa, Im sooo pissed off with him. Like a lot okay. Look at his tweets. he is so fkng happy with other girls. But he replied my text message macam nak taknak je. Ugh I know that he is not even mine. But mhmm nvm.

 I know we're just friends. But why he treats his other girl friends nicely? Im not his friend jugak eh? Oh I see. I still remember dulu I try to call him by using names but he said itu la ini la. But now, when other girls called him by names, he seem so... OKay. Its not fair actually. Seriously. Dulu, he said he loves me but why he go and leave me?

 You never know how it feels like. Im not okay. Everything that I shouldn't remember, I remember. Im supposed to forget everything. I mean, the past that hurting me. Oh man, why he could do this to me? But why he didnt do this to other girls? 

 Just wondering. I am not your special girl is it? Oh okay then. I take back everything I said to you. So this is goodbye. Im not tired or give up. Its just.. I hate the way he treat me. Understand? Nah, I guess he dont give a single fuck. But I.. Wtv. I mean it a lot. Xoxo, J.