Uhm its kinda hard to post something here bcs my sister just got back and we're in the same room. Er, yeah I dont want her to read my blog. Bcs Im sure she'll laugh. Maybe. Okay wtv. So, Alhamdulillah. Things get better and better. But tak macam aku impikan. You know what I mean? He treats me like Im his close friend.
I just want to be his special one. But nah its okay. Atleast he treats me nicely now. Why cant we be like before? I know we're abt to take spm this year. But why we should stop? I mean, broke up... Well, I know its kinda annoying when I kept calling you sweet names. Aite?
Uhm maybe like you said "dont put high hopes". I will, insyaAllah. But seriously! I cant stop thinking abt that bij you tweet-ed. Ya Allah, swear to god I hate her a lot. Feels like I just want to punch her and let her die. Ugh but you too. In the first place, kenapa dia layan dia?
She is the second girl yang you pernah bagi bbpin kan? Yeah.. I guess she is special too. Am I right? Yeah, I guess so. Mhmm, "jue, atleast things get better than before". Yeah I know dearself but I dont this. I want to be his special one till our last breath. You know what I mean kan dearself?
Im afraid things will get worst if he treated me like this. Bcs one of my friend, dorang text macam kawan biasa and last... The one she loves, dapat perempuan lain. Yes, I know tu namanya takde jodoh. Okay maybe I should stop talking abt this. Just so you know.. I love you. And pls hm nvm. Xoxo, J.
