Good morning & assalamualaikum. Yesterday he said he wanted to watch football so.. I said 'I love you syg' and he didnt reply. Malu + sad okay. I thought he'll reply but he dont. I hate it when I say 'I love you' and he reply 'I love you too'. I hate the 'TOO'. I want 'MORE' not 'TOO'. Get it? But 'too' is more okay than tak jawab langsung kan?
So this morning I sent him a good morning texts. I was scared. Takut dia tak kan reply. Before I sent the text message, I think twice. Okay first, aku fikir yang dia akan reply tak good morning text ni? Second, if aku hantar, dia suka or annoying. Ha ha ha. Now, Im waiting for him to reply. Ya Allah, I just cant stop thinking abt the girls. I mean, the girl he tweet-ed and bbm-ed with.
He said he love me and he wants me too. But why he deleted everything. For god sake, why you deleted everything sayang? Should I trust you? Please dont give me an excuses abt spm thingy cause I know that trick. At the end, I will lose it and you'll happy with someone else.
I just cant see you tweeting with girls. It makes me want to slap every girls you tweet-ed. Serious talk man. I know you're not mine but jealous jugak okay. Sangat cause I love you. Do you love me? Do you care about me? Do you want me back? Do you want our dreams came true? Do you want us back? Sakit hati jugak when you choose your friends.
Yeah, friends and family are important. But I love the old you. You choose your family, me and your friends. I mean like, macam seimbang la. Ugh I know you dont even care abt me. Kalau care pun, sikit je. Not like before kan yayang? Hm.. Xoxo, J.
