I guess its been 2months I'm suffering like this. Yeah still the same guy. I dont want to forget him & everything. But when I memorize everything, cuma menyakitkan hati sendiri je. Im not happy while him? He's so happy right now. Yeah bagusla if y're happy. But why cant I be happy too? I didnt deserve to be happy dear God? I just want to be with him till I die. Please dear Allah. I really love him.
Im happy with him then you took him away from me. Why? Why in the first place you pinjamkan dia for me then you took him back..Why? Im madly inlove with him. From January last year till May this year. And till counting. Cant you understand tht I really love him. You took him away from my life. So pls take him away from my mind & my heart. I just cant take it anymore. Can I have him till I die? Then you cant take him away from me. Please dear God.
Its hard to find someone like him. Memang semua orang taksama but he's different. He's the best thing I've ever had. Im serious. I cant imagine macam mana if dia dengan orang lain. I guess my heart mesti hancur gila. No one understand me. Dulu when my family & friends ignored me, he was the one yang selalu ada. When I cried, he was the one yang lapkan air mata. When Im sad, he was the one tht made me happy till I fall asleep.
He's the best thing ever ok. Tak tipu. But now dia dah lupakan everything & me. Isnt sad? Dia dah tak care abt me. He didnt love me anymore. He didnt miss me anymore. Mesti taksayang, takcare, takmiss & lupa forever kan? I see everything now. But I still cant accept the fate. Y're the best thing in my entire life. Ugh I just love you from moon & back.. Please dont forget everything. Please Im begging you.
