Ya Allah, I feel so down right now. Ugh why I have to feel this again & again? Why? What did I do to him? I love him more than he loves me but this is what I get? It not fair ya Allah.. Hm where is old you? I really miss the old you. I miss the old you so bad. I really miss when you want to be with me forever. What did I do? I spent all my times with you but you didnt appreciate it. I love you so much but this is what I get. I miss you everyday but this is what I get. But why could this happened? Its not my fault okay..
Yes Im the one yang mintak break. But when I try to get back with you, you ran away from me. You ignored me. Then you said Im a liar when I say I love you. Ya Allah, I love you so much and I taktipu. I swear. Is that a trick? I mean like actually you dont want to be with me but you put the blame on me. So that I boleh rasa yang I bersalah dalam semua ni? Seriously man. if you dont want to be with me, cakap okay?
Oh yes he gave me a hint to not coming back for him. His last retweet last night ; "dah ludah tak kan jilat balik"? Oh thank you so much okay. I appreciate it a lot. Seriously I dont know what did I do. You being so mean now. Really really mean. Ugh I should stop thinking abt you bcs you're not thinking abt me at all. I wont say I love you or I miss you anymore. Bcs you didnt care. Ugh thank you for doing this to me. Thank you a lot. Goodbye.
