Well, uhm yknow he doesnt love me anymore. Its just wasting my time bcs I sent him a message that I love him blablabla. Dia buat buat taktahu. Malukan diri sendiri okay. Its like 'syok sendiri'. Okay whatever. Idk why its kinda hard to forget you & all the memories. Its hurting me to know that you dont even care abt me. Its hurt, okay? You never know how it feels. Serious talk okay. Hati sangatlah sakit.
Is it easy to forget me & our precious memories together? Yeah its only easy for you kan? You said you didnt tell anyone abt our break up thingy. Well tu sebab you tak ambik kesah langsung. I really care abt our stupid relationship but you didint. Ugh I dont know why I still care abt our relationship. You're not even my boyfriend or what so ever. We're just a strangers & no memories. Okay yes we do have memories. Hm I dont know why I still hoping for you while you're not thinking abt us at all.
Yes I made the stupid mistakes. Its bcs of you okay. You did the same thing. Ugh I kept repeating the same thing. I hate flashbacks. Seriously bcs it only breaks my heart. Why you left? Why you dont fight for me? You said you love me but you lied. You lied okay.. Seriously the words "i wont give up on you" " i wont leave you" "i love you" "i need you" "dont leave me" "be with me forever" are such a bitch bcs semua tu tak betul. TAK BETUL.
Yknow what? Im hearing our used to be song. Oh man this song making my tears falling. The way you looked at me. Ugh stop it jue. Teruk jadinya nanti. I just want to say I miss you a lot. I dont why Im crying. Pls dont you ever whatsapp/call/text me again. Pls, Im begging you. Go make a new dreams & adventure. Pls go away from me. Srsly I dont want to hear or see your name again. Please. Goodbye..
